Nagising ako na sobrang ecstatic ng pakiramdam ko. Umaga na! Parang isang fairy tale lang ang araw na’to. Naririnig ko pa ang dagundong ng radyo ng kapitbahay namin. Kasabay ng pagbangon ko ay ang pagsagot ng deejay sa isang caller. Nagrequest ng kanta at pinatugtog ang The Will of the Wind ni Jim Photoglo. Nagsuklay [...]

Most of the time, I would see Dad staring at our aquarium. I have read once that the fluidity of the fish’s movement ease the stress of an individual; doubtlessly, that could be the reason why I would see Dad on that scenario. On the division of the household chores, aside from fixing things I [...]

Yung pakiramdam ng paglalakad sa pagitan ng hatinggabi at madaling araw sa madilim at infinite na kalye.. na minsan kailangan mo lagpasan ang isang malaking puno. Oo! Hardcore na maraming sanga na dinesenyuhan ng umaapaw na dahon at kada minuto ay nililiparan ng mga kalapati na kamukhang kamukha ng mga paniki?.. teka, baka paniki naman [...]

Minsan sa subject na Literature, pinasulat ng prof ko ang mga talents o gifts ng bawat isa sa amin. Isulat daw namin ang kaya naming gawin sa isang papel. Writing, dancing, singing, playing the piano, at yung pinaka-weird na talent namin. Lahat daw ng kaya naming gawin, isulat lang namin. Huwag daw namin limitahan yung [...]

I lied. I am lying. I always lie. Liar Paradox, eh?! Oh yeah, sometimes I would not tell the truth just to save myself. In relationship thing, do I lie. Yes, I do. I know that there will come to a point where I would need to make an inaccurate or false statement. Or I [...]

Huwag ka mag-alala, gagamitin ko ang wikang bernakular at sasamahan ko pa ito ng mga pang-araw araw na nakakasalamuhang pananalita tulad ng rawk en rol, astig, pakernat at kung ano ano pang slung werds. Gusto ko kasing maging seryoso ang mga magbabasa nito at kung ano nga ba talaga ang magiging all-out comments nila sa [...]

And yes, I do not want to complicate this post with legal and medical terminologies. Besides, I am neither a medical-allied course nor a legalese. So please, do not ask too much of what I know in these two fields. Right now, I just want to write whatever-ideas. Free flowing ideas. It was not so [...]

Mark: ax, matanong akong tao… hehe… how do you view friendship? Axo: kapag naikwento ko na yung sikreto ko sa isang tao. Mark: meaning, kapag nak-establish ka na ng trust… so how do you differentiate the friendship in the real world and in the virtual world? Axo: there is no indelible division. when i was [...]

Ang kasalanan mo lang ay umibig ka. Ngunit ito ay hindi sapat para tawagin mo si Dalamhati. Si Dalumhati na sa tingin mo ay magdudulot ng linaw sa iyong Tadhana. Hindi nga naglaon ay dumating ang isang Dalamhati na bumaba sa kung saan. At kay Dalamhati ka nga nakinig. Inuulit-ulit mo ang lahat ng pangyayari [...]

Hinawi mo ang iyong buhok na tumatakip sa iyong kaliwang mata kasabay ng isang upper cut na binato mo sa akin.  Ang inipon kong kuryente sa aking palad ay inihagis ko sa iyo.  Sumirko ka sa hangin at lumapag sa lupa ng walang galos at walang bakas ng electrocution.  Nailagan mo ang dagitab na pinalabas [...]

I am not going to apologise too. This has been my longest no-post since I started web logging. Some theorised that it is because of listening to classical music of dark ages and renaissance period. I’ll agree. It’s because of my Pachelbel, Bach, Mosart, Beethoven thirst. If I am thirsty, I will definitely drink a [...]

T’was the university years when I met him. I did not notice him on the first day as I barely notice anyone because I am not that good remembering faces and names. It was a normal day. It’s on my second day that I became aware of his presence. He was not wearing glasses then; [...]

It was morning and I have not had my breakfast and running late for school. When all of a sudden… *TU-TU-TUT TOOO TOOOT TU-TU-TUT* Text Messagea! UNKNOWN NUMBER: (Notice ur simcrd # won P580,000.00 in our 2nd Anv, PreRaffle Draw Last: 06/08/09 Frm: Millionaires Club Inc. 4 more info @dtails, Pls. Call me nw! I’m [...]

The moment I started this blog, I started for a cause. The moment Ax Realm is to be created, I also want to blog things on how can a Filipino help the Philippines.  I also wanted to influence some life form out there who is able to access this world slash teritorrial subspace.  Me making [...]

Someone has a romantic story to tell, but I have a tragic love story to narrate. I adore the whistling of winds. I fancy noises of beetles and lizards. I enamored the clashing waters of streams and oceans. I am fond of backdoor eavesdropping. I love rhythm and blues and alternative music. While I have [...]

Note:  She is my friend, and her name is Infinity. And it has been four days I haven’t posted anything. I sat.I dreamt. Got bored.I looked at you.Why did you take my right of death? I Wave at Infinity

At Tumatatak. Bawat Mili Segundo. Sa Isang Papel. Nais kong dakpin ang bawat kwadro ng oras sa pamamagitan ng potograpiya.  Natutuwa ako na kayang bihagin ng isang makinarya ang isang parte ng panahon at gawin itong immortal.  Nais kong kuhain ang ginugol na oras ng mga mahal ko sa buhay at isabit ito sa dingding. [...]

Mahaba ang gabi. Ang dilim! Unti unting nasisilaw ang aking mga mata kahit nakapikit na ang mga ito. Umaga na pala. Kailangan ng bumangon ng isang bata. Ako si Kaito, isang limang taong gulang, at paborito ko ang araw ng Sabado! Bumangon na si kuya at bumangon na rin ako! Sinundan ko si kuya papunta [...]

Not one of the seven seas has calm water.  The best swimmer is still in danger every time he dives or swims. Every time a diver sets his foot on the shore, he sets his foot on his grave.   And every time a man explores an ocean, he allegorically buries himself in the abyss [...]

This is the exact same letter I just sent awhile back to my Web Hosting Service. Just want to share the mood I am into right now. Everything is the same, a duplicate. But still, I respect my hosting provider and so I will practice my right to protect their name. And AxRealm is not [...]

Minsan naiisip ko, makipagkilala kaya ako sa bus at pag-usapan namin ang tungkol sa sex na parang pinag-uusapan lang kung paanong ang carbon dioxide ay nagiging oxygen. Sex lang naman ang pag-uusapan.. napagtanto ko na simple lang naman ang sex. Sex alone is just as effortless as the process of combining genetic traits, or penetration [...]

Who says Humpty Dumpty is an egg? It is a misconception that he is this white oval shaped surrounded by layers of membrane and an outer casing. First of all, how could an egg sit on a wall? Second of everything, if he is a chicken egg, why would a chicken sit on a wall? [...]

The question is, “Where did you get the idea of a chair?” Fine, I will rephrase the question. How do you know a chair is indeed a chair? Okay, I will then articulate it to a better one. How on earth that you know that this thing is this thing? How do you know that [...]

This is the scenario. It is like time traveling. To those I haven’t met four days ago, just like jasonhamster, jtmtzrwj, and i do not know who else.. I can’t remember, so sorry for those I haven’t mentioned. I am willing to edit this artic just to let you guys be part of this post. [...]

I lost four days.

This is the edge of one terrestrial landform I had created.  And I am standing over that edge, a limited area usually in the form of a peak.  What am I bound to do? Will I jump mercilessly submitting myself.. embracing gravity. or Will I let myself be pushed by the wind.. descending in free [...]

Any message left prior to a suicide attempt is called a suicide note or death note. A death note can be in written, audio, or video form, although written form is widely used. The written form variations of suicide messages exceeded the conventional use of paper and pen. Probably due to limited resources taking into [...]

It’s the third week of March once again. It has been fifteen years since I graduated kindergarten. And I am here standing at the product shelves of a grocery store, staring blankly at the jelly candies in front of me. I thought of buying a dozen as part of my dinner-dessert routine. It’s nostalgic ~something [...]

Three days passed my eighth birthday and whilst facing the wall, scriptures materialized. As I study the writings, it says: anyone who can read this is destined to do great things. As I commit to memory the scenario then, the idea appeared on the wall as if someone, some being, wrote them in a creepy [...]

Here is the crime scene. She was gone. He was there. Part of him passed away. He still breaths anyway. He died metaphorically. She is somewhere. And she killed him metaphorically. The murder weapon, her heart. And no one searched for a dead body.

by fauxx In ships, they would turn off the lights at night on the bridge, the place where the captain navigates. That’s why the whole place is usually dark. Being a young boy then, I thought, “Why would anybody turn the lights off and grope in the dark while you navigate a huge ship?” Is [...]

I’ve paved my way for Dad to buy me a bicycle. At what expense, I could hardly remember. For all I know, Dad wouldn’t give me something because I want it except for a robot, a kite, and a trumpo. But yeah, later in my life, he gave me a phone. Many times I have [...]

Saturday ulit. Nagising akong tumatakbo ang ‘I’m Yours’ na kanta ni Jason sa utak ko! 3:30 am ang kitaan namin sa bahay nila Rod. Gumising ako ng 3:00. Naligo. Inayos ang inimpakeng mga gamit. 3:30 am na! Haha. Buti na lang magkapitbahay lang kami ni Rod. Ready na ako para sa Anawangin trip namin! Hindi [...]

Saturday.  I am nailed on this ergonomic chair searching.  I am here searching folder through folder with things that might kill boredom.  Pero boring pa rin ang opisina. JayR texted me.  Sabi niya kung wala pa naman daw akong internet connections, pumunta daw ako kila Gus dahil nandoon si Chai at si Rod.  Kaya pumunta [...]

sharing sharing na ito?! kasali ang pamilya namin sa nag oorganize ng pabasa sa street namin. meron kase kaming kapitbahay na may panata na hanggat nabubuhay siya ay magpapabasa siya ng pasyon ni bossing Jesus tuwing holy week.. at totoo naman, tupad na tupad nga naman niya ang kanyang pangako. nagbiro pa nga siya last [...]

nung isang araw, meron kaming annual physical examination o medical examination sa opis na ginagawa every year, huwaw! annual nga. at dahil may physical examination, hindi makakalagpas ang rectal examination na ginagawa sa mga patient. sabi ko ayaw ko tumuwad. kaya nakafix na sa utak ko na ganito ang sasabihin ko “doc, pwede bang i [...]