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Suicide Note
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suicide_letterAny message left prior to a suicide attempt is called a suicide note or death note. A death note can be in written, audio, or video form, although written form is widely used. The written form variations of suicide messages exceeded the conventional use of paper and pen. Probably due to limited resources taking into account the circumscribed period of the whole process of taking owns life, also, another factor is the outburst of emotion by the person planning his death. Moreover, written form method is the cheapest and easiest object of communication although this method does not favor illiterate people or those who are not comfortable to expressing themselves in written language.

Real people who have left famous suicide notes:

Misao Fujimura wrote a suicide poem on a trunk of a tree in Kegon Falls, Japan’s three highest waterfalls, and after finishing his death poem, jumped off. This place becomes an ill-famed spot for sorrowed and desperate young people, mostly to those who are brokenhearted. The last two lines of the poem stated “…Hope shall meet hopeless when there’s nowhere to go.”

Getulio Vargas is an erstwhile Brazilian president whose suicide letter, “Carta Testamento” or simply “Letter of Will,” is used as a political weapon against his enemies. His letter read “Nothing remains except my blood. I gave you my life, now I give you my death(…) I take the first step to eternity. I leave life to enter History.”

Eduardo Chibás is a radio phenomenon who protested against the corruption in Cuba. He was to expose the evidence supporting his protest of the government bribery, but was not able to do so as the congressmen who were going to give him the evidence in support to his claim refused to do so. He apologized to the people of Cuba that he was unable to carry on his promise, made a suicidal speech, cut off by the station and killed himself.

Christine Chubbuck who hypothesized, according to her news copy, that she will die eleven hours later on the morning of July 15, 1974. She planned to open her program by giving a newscast to the public. She covered a restaurant shooting from the day before. The film reel of the restaurant shooting had been jammed and would not run, Chubback continue by saying: “In keeping with Channel 40′s policy of bringing you the latest in blood and guts, and in living color, you are going to see another first — attempted suicide.” and shot herself. She was announced dead 14 hours later in contrast with her hypothesis of 11 hours.

Kurt Cobain was found dead with a gunshot wound to the head and an overdose of heroin in his bloodstream. His death letter is addressed to Boddah which is a message to his fans, his wife and his daughter. Kurt Cobain is the lead singer of Nirvana. His last string of words in his suicide note is “I don’t have the passion anymore, and so remember, it’s better to burn out than to fade away.”

George Sanders at the age of 31 foresee that he will commit suicide at the age of 65. Upon reaching this age, he did what he said 34 years before. He left a note: “Dear World, I am leaving because I am bored. I feel I have lived long enough. I am leaving you with your worries in this sweet cesspool. Good luck.”

George Eastman, the creator of 35 mm film, who is diagnosed with a degenerative disease had suffered great pain of the last two years of his life. He pulled the trigger directly to his heart leaving a message “My work is done. Why wait?”

Lee Eun-ju, a South Korean actress. She is said to be suffering from insomnia due to nude scenes she had done in one of her films. She slit her wrist and and hung herself. She used her blood as ink and scribbled “Mom, I am sorry and I love you.”

And some fictional people with death note:

L Lawliet partly committed suicide when he wrote his name on the Death Note specifying his manner of death. As there are some differences from the manga, anime and the film version, L’s last messages are probably in “L: Change the World,” a 23-day life span of L before the contract of his death.

Harry Stamper of the Armageddon. He stayed in the shuttle to detonate a bomb in order to destroy the coming asteroid to save humanity. The video being transmitted becomes his tool to impart death will to her daughter. His last words, “We win Gracey.”

Jiraiya of Naruto. With lethal attacks made to him by Pain, he was able to send his dying message and the secrets of Pain to the Konoha. Jiraiya succumb to the depth of the ocean while he thought of a title to his novel.

And no, I don’t prefer suicide after posting this. I still go the natural death, though could be painful or frightful. It is said in books that the ultimate boundary to human life is death and that any man or woman’s pursuit is to go past that boundary. So I say do not flee. Do not escape.

So there is it, no suicide note by me.

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94 Comments to “Suicide Note”

  1. Ax says:

    This is an experimental article, if that is the term. This is to find out how much I learned about optimization and my SEO skill. I will check later if this will be included in the first page of Google regarding “suicide note” phrases/keywords.

    If you may want to comment, don’t hesitate to do so!

    • Wolf says:

      well (blank) is the Demigod of the search-engine universe. you have spoken unspeakable words when you say “optimization” “SEO” “Boogle” “first page”

      Lalo na ang “first page” DO NOT taunt It-Must-Not-Be-Named!

      Hahahaha. joke lang. well you are in the first page kapag ang search parameter ay “suicide note ax” Hahahaha

      • Ax says:

        Hayop ka Jayr! Hehe. Hayop nga naman ang wolf. Teka lang ha, working on it now. Tinamad ako kanina mag-edit. Anyways, masyadong maraming word na “note.” Okay, papalitan ko. Ipupunta ko to sa first page.

        Bigyan mo ako ng, uhm, two days. Nasa first page nato.

  2. BOMBERO KING says:

    i know you wont..!
    interesting topic however..! :)

  3. BOMBERO KING says:

    ahhmmm..,
    i just realized that…
    i mispelled the word…
    interesting..!
    and speaking of that word..!
    i found it interesting that…
    you replied…
    using my…
    “speak write style”..,
    on my last comment..!
    hhmmm..!
    thanks..! ;)

  4. azul says:

    so niresearch mo pa to?sipag huh..

  5. MC says:

    Interesting! I remember nung highschool ako may isang babae sa school na nagpakamatay dahil sa pagmamalupit ng step father niya. Isinulat niya sa notebook lahat ng hinanakit at galit niya sa step dad niya bago siya mag suicide.

  6. eliment says:

    sipag na bata ito..nag research pa. hehe pero sa totoo lang, ako rin e interesado sa SEO na yan.

    balitaan mo nalang kami. :-)

    • Ax says:

      oo ba! hehe. actually, parang its a fail! kailangan ko pa atang mag-aral ng mag-aral. masyadong malaki ang scope ng suicide note. nagulat ako, wala sa first page ang artic ko. pero kaka edit ko lang. kahit sa philippines wala sa first page tong artic na’to.

      hay. ma edit nga ulit!

  7. bipolarsisa says:

    “Do not flee. Do not escape.” tsk.

    haha. interesting suicide note stories. haha. si sylvia plath ba, may suicide note din bago nya nilagay ang ulo nya sa oven? *just wondering. haha.*

  8. sandijmartin says:

    bakit ba ang tao sa totoong buhay ay nag susuicide kuya Ax? hmmm…

  9. Hanep sa research ah… Good luck! Sana nga makafirst page… :D

  10. Allen says:

    Dagdag mo pa ang pag-suicide ni Peg Entwistle na tumalon sa letter “H” ng HOLLYWOOD after a very bad performance on a movie.

    tsk tsk. Mabilis sila mawalan ng pag-asa.

  11. Fauxx says:

    spoiler alert dun sa Jiraiya. XD

    gusto ko tuloy mapanood yung The Scarlet Letter.

  12. bluguy says:

    do not fleee…..
    what’s the point of escaping…..
    suicide?
    you will only leave this world in a bad taste…

  13. joycee says:

    Wow galing! Talagang may supporting facts pa.

    People who commit suicide are tempted by the devil, sadly, nagpadala sila sa temptation. :(

    Nice post! :)

    PS
    Thanks pala sa pag-spam sa entry ko sa contest ni Ate Rhona, hehe. Ikaw ang spammer na hinde nakakasawang basahin at may sense at comment, plus, hinde mahalay. Nyahahaha! Thanks thanks! :)

  14. yhen says:

    akala ko sasali ka na sa listahan mo eh… hehe joke…

    nwei, galing ng compilation ah…

  15. livingstain says:

    bakit wala ka, kala mo naman sayo na yon super spam… hehehe….

    ang hirap basahin ng letter nya, sana hindi na lang sya nagpakamatay…. hgahahha

    • Ax says:

      Hehe. Nakow! Hindi po sa akin yan! Hehe. experiment lang kaso di naman ako nakapasok sa first page ng google. dami palang hits ng suicide note!

  16. Shannen says:

    hay! ang mga topic mo talaga kakaiba, ayaw mo kasi nung mga like ko eh.. virus, latest gadgets, net codes, pa girl, pa flirt ha ha!

  17. nice naman! wala akong masabi sa research…although I read somewhere na may mga questionable facts sa pagkamatay ni Kurt Cobain. I forgot if it’s at findadeath.com. Andun pati yung gory pictures (sorry, mejo mahilig ako sa mga ganito)

    • Ax says:

      Yup, marami nga na nagsasabi na baka pinatay sa Kurt Cobain. Meron pang theory na baka yung asawa niya yung pumatay. Meron din sa suicide note niya na part na sinasabing di raw niya sinulat!

  18. Mon says:

    wow this is very informative post Ax!
    i worked at Kodak for more than 2 yrs as a CSR then TSR but i didn’t know George Eastman committed suicide. hehe
    Thanks!
    Good to know, u’d go for the natural death! You’re way too cool, awesome and not to mention good-looking (like me! LOL) to commit suicide! Keep the positive spirit Ax!
    TC bro ;)

    • Ax says:

      Hehe. Yup, yup. Si George Eastman committed suicide, siguro due to pain na rin ng sakit niya!

      Lahat tayo mag natural death na!

  19. PM says:

    dapat creative din ang suicide note mo kasi these days yun na ang uso eh diba halimbawa, gumamit ka ng madaming jelly ace para ispell ang gusto mong sabihin kaso due to time constraints medyo mahirap yata to. LOL

  20. PM says:

    dapat creative din ang suicide note mo kasi these days yun na ang uso eh diba halimbawa, gumamit ka ng madaming jelly ace para ispell ang gusto mong sabihin kaso due to time constraints medyo mahirap yata to. LOL. btw, got an award for you on my space.

  21. anakngpating says:

    suicide may nag demand na isang emo..
    pwede bang ang wag mong ipahiram na blade sakin eh walang kalawang kasi baka matetano ako ..mag sucide na nga nag demand pa hehe..cornik ko hehe..

    super spam kamusta heeh

  22. dencios says:

    ax magtigil sa suicide na yan. tama yan natural death mas ok :) may Diyos ax, tandaan mo yan!

  23. joycee says:

    Mawawala pala saglit si spammerman! Balik agad! Mamimiss ka namen.. :)

  24. Den Relojo says:

    Now I have an idea how to do it if I got bored waiting for the natural death. Something dramatic, something creative, something abusrd…

  25. orphicpixel says:

    panalo sa mga suicide note a, naalala ko yung batch ko nun, nagbigti na nakashade, astig sya

  26. dong ho says:

    yikes! not the usual topic but it’s important because it really happens. didnt know some people actually leave suicide messages thru records too.

  27. Suicide is a mortal sin that’s unforgivable.

    I remember when I was in college, during our class in psychology, there was a rumored song termed “suicidal song” that most of the persons who have heard it committed suicide.

  28. ella says:

    i also prefer on natural death.

    ax kaninong death note yan? ehehe d ko matindihan ung nkasulat .. peace :)

    • Ax says:

      Go natural death! hehe! hm, kaninong death note ba yan?! Sa isang German poet, kay Heinrich von Kleist noong 1811. farewell letter niya sa sister niya named Ulrike!

  29. emiLaySkie says:

    Mabuti naman at wala pa yung suicide note mo. Hehe..

  30. MC says:

    Hi Ax ;) BRB busy mode.

  31. jason says:

    yung paggawa raw ng suicide note
    eh para makapang-sisi ka kung bakit
    ka nagpakamatay
    at para hindi masangkot sa krimen ang
    mga inosente mong kapitbahay

  32. J.Kulisap says:

    Ito lamang ay aking paalala sa mga gustong magpakamatay.

    Kung hindi ka rin lang naman sikat, bakit pa?
    Sigurado ka bang kapag nagpakamatay ka, mamamatay ka nga?
    Sa mga taong hindi masyadong pinapahalagahan ang kanilang buhay, madali lamang gawin yan pero sana mag-isip siya kung ang pagkakamatay ba na gagawin niya ay makabubuti o mag-iiwan lamang ng pasakit sa mga maiiwanan.

    Subalit..baka may mag-aklas, buhay mo pa rin naman yan, ano nga bang pakialam ko? he he he

    • Ax says:

      magandang paalala yan! wag tumakas. wag tumakbo. para makalimutan, matulog ka. darating ang araw, tatakbo ang oras. matatawa ka na lang paglipas ng panahon.

  33. jackie castro-robison says:

    kung ganyan ang penmanship nang nagsuicide, di ko maiintindihan ang last words nya. kung ako mag-suicide, di ako tatalon ng building. magugusot damit ko at magugulo buhok ko. di nga ko lumalabas ng di plantsado damit ko at araw araw ako gumagamit ng hair dryer noh!

    • Ax says:

      kase iba ang language nung nagsuicide! hehe. hm, kungsabagay pwede mag request na typewritten na lang yung suicide letter para mabasa! hehe.

      at ang hair, oo nga! ikaw si hair dryer!

      dapat nga naman maganda ang tao pag namatay! wag na yung mapisikal, hehe!

  34. cruxrifter says:

    WOW anjan ang idol kong si L!

    anyways a friend committed suicide a month ago.. his suicide note contained his frustration about our course. twas sad.

  35. [...] { July 14, 2009 @ 5:56 am } · { by leck } Its Friday, I think I will end this love.  It is going to be a grandeur suicide! [...]

  36. bxjubahji says:

    suicide notes are just notes anyway.

    i enjoyed reading! i saw your site somewhere and this title catch my attention!

  37. maljcmsl says:

    i wish i have a death note so that i can be kira and kill all of the criminals in the whole wide world

  38. Ramay says:

    Suicidr is a message for lefted people

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